Oh,
I love this! So wise and true... and needed! Gratitude for wisdom,
compassion, consciousness, love, and the bright light shining on this
path of heart that we are all invited to walk. ~ Molly
Won't You Walk Beside Me?
Making
the commitment to educate myself about what was really happening in the
world has been and continues to be a powerful service to myself and the
world. I won’t say that it’s been easy because that would be a total
lie. The
hardest part was that as my mind and heart opened, it also opened me to
feel all of the pain that I had worked tirelessly to numb out, shut out
or separate myself from within and without. Pain
which I had been blocking forever personally and also this new pain for
the world and the environment, etc. with my new found knowledge and
awareness. I have found that it takes a tremendous amount of balance to
be educated and know what is going on and still hold witness.
‘My desire to stay well-informed is currently at odds with my desire to remain sane.’ ~ Unknown
I
am so grateful that I had the Courage to commit to showing up for
myself 100%. I spent over half of my life causing harm because I was
asleep and knew not what I was doing and I want this next half to be
spent in dedicated service for what is yet to come. It was a huge LEAP
and many, many times I was (and still sometimes am) scared and many
times I have fallen and many times I got back up and kept moving. I’m
still moving and here I am learning in each and every moment that I am
open to receiving.
In
my past years of silence, I did a tremendous amount of research
regarding our planet’s current state and I realized clearly that the world as we currently know it is shifting ABRUPTLY. This
rapid shifting is creating tremendous chaos, trauma and fear throughout
the collective. It became clear to me that if I really wanted to be of
service to the world, the best thing that I could do was take
responsibility for the Energy I was putting into the collective. That
meant for me, learning to have more balance between doing and being. It
meant educating myself about global matters even if it broke my heart
and it meant committing to process my fears and my grief immediately. It
meant digging hard to merge my unconsciousness and consciousness and it
meant showing up without question or Fear when my guidance opens
another door for me to walk through. I have learned that if I truly have
Faith in that which flows through me then feeling the need to control
in anyway is only based in Fear.
Ask
Yourself! How does it feel to be in our rapidly changing world? How are
the weather changes beginning to affect your life? Are you experiencing
Physical Illness? Panic attacks? Depression? Do you find yourself
escaping more and more into addiction? Do you numb your mind with TV and
are you spending hours online surfing? Are you panicked about money?
Are you watching those around you seem to be losing their ‘’ever-loving’
minds?
Ask
Yourself? How many hours do I spend in silence, in nature, in
‘communion with that which guides me’ each day? Am I making conscious
choices about the food that I feed myself and my family? Am I actively
participating in my own life or am I just allowing it to pass me by?
Where do I spend my money?
We
seem to be in this limbo state at the moment that is full of unknown,
fear, discrimination, racism, chaos, collapse and war. Yes, I would say
that hate and unconsciousness is putting up quite the battle, yet we all
know that death and birth sometimes come with tremendous pain. I see
clearly that this one is going to be quite painful, yet I refuse to give
up in the Power of One and the Power of Love. Won’t you walk beside me?
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