Tuesday, December 31, 2024

John O'Donohue: A Blessing of Angels

Photo by Molly

A Blessing of Angels

May the Angels in their beauty bless you.
May they turn toward you streams of blessing.

May the Angel of Awakening stir your heart
To come alive to the eternal within you,
To all the invitations that quietly surround you.

May the Angel of Healing turn your wounds
Into sources of refreshment.

May the Angel of the Imagination enable you
To stand on the true thresholds,
At ease with your ambivalence
And drawn in new direction
Through the glow of your contradictions.

May the Angel of Compassion open your eyes
To the unseen suffering around you.

May the Angel of Wildness disturb the places
Where your life is domesticated and safe,
Take you to the territories of true otherness

Where all that is awkward in you
Can fall into its own rhythm.

May the Angel of Eros introduce you
To the beauty of your senses
To celebrate your inheritance
As a temple of the holy spirit.

May the Angel of Justice disturb you
To take the side of the poor and the wronged.

May the Angel of Encouragement confirm you
In worth and self-respect,
That you may live with the dignity
That presides in your soul.

May the Angel of Death arrive only
When your life is complete
And you have brought every given gift
To the threshold where its infinity can shine.

May all the Angels be your sheltering
And joyful guardians.

— John O’Donohue

Jimmy Carter: America’s Greatest Environmental President

 In honor of Jimmy Carter, a truly generous,
visionary, wise, and beautiful human being. May
his legacy continue to inspire us all.
๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ’— Molly

Former President Jimmy Carter speaking in front of the solar panels placed on the roof of the White House, announcing his solar energy policy on June 20, 1979.
Universal History Archive/Universal Images Group/Getty Images

Carter had a visionary understanding of the climate crisis ahead, which only grows more profound with each passing year

By Jeff Goodell

On June 20, 1979, President Jimmy Carter invited reporters up to the White House roof for a ceremony to inaugurate the installation of 32 solar water-heating panels. America was in the midst of an energy freak-out, with long lines at gas stations and not-crazy fear that the U.S. economy was going to be starved by its dependence on foreign oil. And Carter was paying the price: his approval rating was 28 percent, the lowest of his presidency. On that summer day, Carter acknowledged that “some few Americans have reached a state of panic.” But instead of pandering to Americans and promising more oil and gas, he challenged them, insisting that “America was not built on timidity or panic.” Carter announced that he was committed to spending more than $1 billion “to stimulate solar and other renewable forms of energy,” in the expectation that within two decades 20 percent of the nation’s energy would be generated by solar power.

“In the year 2000,” Carter told the crowd on the rooftop that day, “this solar water heater behind me… will still be here supplying cheap, efficient energy.” Then he added, prophetically, “A generation from now, this solar heater can either be a curiosity, a museum piece, an example of a road not taken, or it can be just a small part of one of the greatest and most exciting adventures ever undertaken by the American people.”

Obviously, America did not take the road toward clean energy that Carter pointed toward on that day. In 1979, the U.S. relied on fossil fuels for about 90 percent of primary energy consumption. Today, fossil fuels still provide about 80 percent of the power consumed in America. But America’s failure is not Jimmy Carter’s failure. In fact, Carter — who died at age 100 on Dec. 29, 2024 — had a visionary understanding of the road ahead, which only grows more profound with each passing year. “President Carter belongs at the top of any list of the greatest environmental presidents in American history,” says Gus Speth, chairman of Carter’s Council on Environmental Quality and a pioneering figure in the environmental movement.

It is a fair claim. Thomas Jefferson sent Lewis and Clark off to explore the West, vastly expanding scientific knowledge of the natural world. Teddy Roosevelt was a rugged outdoorsman who created more than 190 million acres of new national forests, parks, and monuments. Lyndon Johnson’s “Great Society” plan was also responsible for the creation of the Wilderness Act of 1964 and the Endangered Species Preservation Act of 1966. Richard Nixon founded the Environmental Protection Agency and the Endangered Species Act of 1973. Barack Obama passed the Clean Power Plan and signed the Paris Climate Agreement. Joe Biden’s Inflation Reduction Act will funnel $370 billion into climate and energy projects over the next decade.

But it was Carter who first addressed the essential fact of our time, which is that modern life as we know it today has been both created by and is being destroyed by our entanglement with fossil fuels. “The challenge facing this country is the moral equivalent of war,” Carter said in 1979.  He was talking about the threat from OPEC oil producers to strangle the U.S. economy with high oil prices, not the threat of rising CO2 pollution to cook the planet. But it hardly mattered. He was the Greta Thunberg of the 1970s, saying bold, politically blunt things about greed and consumption and fossil fuel addiction that nobody wanted to hear. And this was all the more remarkable because he was not a Swedish teenager. He was the President of the United States.

Carter grew up barefoot and poor on a farm in southwestern Georgia. The farm had no electricity or running water, no diesel-fueled tractors, and of course no air-conditioning. He sweated in the fields with the other farmhands and felt the red dirt between his toes. He fished in the nearby rivers and lakes and learned to castrate a pig before he was old enough to drive and ate family meals of slaughtered steer brains mixed with scrambled eggs. But Carter was also a pragmatist. When he was 11, his father installed a windmill on their farm, giving them running water for the first time and showing young Jimmy the power of renewable energy. In the Navy, he became a nuclear engineer and risked his life to defuse a meltdown in an experimental nuclear reactor in Canada. 

He also happened to be president during an energy crisis, when many Americans first woke up to the political and economic consequences of their fossil-fuel powered lives. As gas stations shut down in the 1970s and prices spiraled, Americans were at once terrified and angry. “Carter understood the dangers of fossil fuels from the geopolitics of it, which smacked him upside the head,” says Dan Dudek, a former senior economist with the Environmental Defense Fund. “How much of an environmental motivation he had for his actions is tough to say. But does that matter?

Whatever Carter’s motivation may have been, his record on energy and environmental issues is clear. In his four years in office, he signed 15 major pieces of environmental legislation, including the first toxic waste cleanup and the first fuel-economy standards. His two major legislative accomplishments, the National Energy Act of 1978 and the Energy Security Act of 1980, transformed the energy landscape of America.

“So much happened in his four years and we still live with his administration’s effects today,” says Michael Webber, the Josey Centennial Professor in Energy Resources at the University of Texas, Austin and the author of Power Shift: The Story of Energy. Among other things, the legislation created the Department of Energy, which elevated energy to a cabinet-level priority and dramatically increased funding for energy research and development. 

The legislation also began the deregulation of gas and power sectors, which opened the door for cheaper, cleaner power. “The decarbonization and decentral­ization that is well on its way in the electric utility industry today can be credited in large part to the policies started in the Carter Administration,” says James Van Nostrand, a law professor at West Virginia University and author of The Coal Trap: How West Virginia Was Left Behind in the Clean Energy Revolution. Van Nostrand points to the Public Utilities Regulatory Policy Act of 1978 (PURPA), which was part of the National Energy Act and broke up the power of electric utilities and encouraged competition in electricity generation markets. “All the competition that currently exists in the wholesale power markets can be traced back to the original incarnation of PURPA in 1978,” says Van Nostrand. PURPA also encouraged small power production facilities, primarily cogeneration and hydro. “A lot of what we know about distributed energy resources can be traced back to encouraging cogeneration, which is a much more efficient way to generate electricity, by capturing the waste heat and using it for some other industrial process,” says Van Nostrand. PURPA also required state regulators to think differently about how electricity is priced, encouraging time-of-use rates and requiring utilities to use load management techniques, which we now know today as demand response, to reduce energy usage.

None of this came without a fight. “The influence of the oil and gas industry is unbelievable,” Carter once complained, “and it’s impossible to arouse the public to protect themselves.” 

Although Carter’s biggest accomplishments were in transforming the energy landscape, he also did more to protect America’s wild places than any president since Teddy Roosevelt. The Alaska National Interest Lands Conservation Act (1980), which Carter engineered through a clever usage of executive power in the Antiquities Act, provided various levels of protection to 157 million acres — an area roughly the size of California and Oregon combined.

Carter’s energy and environmental legacy is not unblemished or uncontroversial. Gus Speth credits Carter for halting a headlong rush to build a new fleet of breeder reactors for electricity generation. “He stopped the plutonium economy before it could get started,” Speth argues. But other energy experts fault Carter for banning the reprocessing of nuclear waste, which essentially killed the evolution of nuclear power in the U.S. “As our one and only nuclear engineer president, he gutted the American nuclear industry forever with his decision not to reprocess nuclear waste,” Webber says. “He knew too much and the risks that reprocessing would enable loose weapons grade materials in a decade rife with terrorism made him nervous; we pay the price for that today.” Carter is also responsible for the Power Plant and Industrial Fuel Use Act of 1978, which Webber calls “one of our worse energy policies ever.” Webber argues that the legislation banned new natural gas power plants, leading to the development of 80 gigawatts of coal instead. “That’s had huge greenhouse gas and air pollution consequences that still live with us today,” Webber says.

On climate, Carter understood the threat of rising CO2 pollution as well as any scientist of his time. “Carter had started studying the issue in 1971,” biographer Jonathan Alter has said. “I found in his files from when he was governor underlinings in the journal Nature about carbon pollution and global warming. Other politicians played golf — Carter played tennis — but he was reading scientific journals. That’s how he got his jollies.”

By the time Carter took office, the risks of climate change were becoming well-documented throughout the federal government. Barely six months into Carter’s term, Frank Press, the President’s science adviser sent him a memorandum summarizing the threat from the buildup of greenhouse gases in the atmosphere and the warming that would result from it. “The urgency of the problem derives from our inability to shift rapidly to non-fossil fuel sources once the climatic effects become evident not long after the year 2000; the situation could grow out of control before alternate energy sources and other remedial actions become effective.” Although Press did not call for emergency action, he advised Carter that “we must now take the potential CO2 hazard into account in developing our long-term energy strategy.” 

Other climate reports followed, including one in 1979 by a group of top scientists headed by meteorologist Jule Charney, titled “Carbon Dioxide and Climate: A Scientific Assessment.” The Charney report, which is now remembered by historians as a prime example of how well scientists understood the threat of climate change nearly a half-century ago, stated that when the amount of CO2 in the atmosphere doubled, the planet would most likely warm by three degrees Celsius — a calculation that is remarkably close to the best estimates today. “A warming … will probably be conspicuous within the next twenty years,” the report read, calling for early action: “Enlightened policies in the management of fossil fuels and forests can delay or avoid these changes, but the time for implementing the policies is fast passing.” Another report at the very end of Carter’s presidency by the White House Council on Environmental Quality reached similar conclusions. None of it was news to Carter, who directed the National Academy of Sciences to prepare a comprehensive, $1 million analysis of the greenhouse effect. “Carter was the first leader anywhere in the world who considered [climate change] a problem,” says Alter.

Although Carter talked about the risks of rising CO2 levels in several speeches, he never launched a campaign to directly confront climate change — in part because he was too consumed with the energy crisis in real-time and in part because he was too consumed with the politics of getting re-elected. If he had won a second term, would he have sounded the climate alarm? It would have been a complicated call for Carter, if only because he had backed coal — the most carbon-intensive of all fossil fuels — and synthetic fuels as a way to get off imported oil. But it’s hard to imagine that Carter would not have pushed global warming forward as a major issue. 

“It’s been enormously frustrating to realize that if we had started with Carter and continued after his administration, we could have been on a smooth trajectory to reduce fossil fuel use,” Speth says. “If that had happened, we could be getting out of the fossil fuel business right now. But, of course, that’s not what happened.”

What happened was Ronald Reagan. Reagan was the anti-Carter, a president who saw consumption as next to godliness and economic growth as a religious force. He ripped the solar panels off the White House roof and they ended up on a farm in Maine, at the Smithsonian, and at a solar exhibit in China. He cut clean energy research and reduced taxes on oil and gas and made America safe again for fossil fuel barons. “The big oil companies finally have a friend in the White House,” the New Republic reported soon after Reagan took office in 1981. 

And in many ways, America has never looked back. Carter had imaged that by 2020, America would be creating 20 percent of its electricity from the sun. The hard reality: In 2022, solar generated about 3 percent of U.S. electricity (all non-hydro renewables — wind, solar, biomass, geothermal — generate about 14 percent). Even more disturbing is the fact that U.S. CO2 emissions are about the same today as they were in 1976 when Carter took office. If you consider historical emissions, the U.S. is by far the largest contributor to the climate crisis. And without U.S. leadership, the climate crisis has only accelerated. From 1980 to 2019, the concentration of CO2 in the atmosphere grew from 339 parts per million to 419 ppm. “America’s energy policy of the last four decades is the greatest dereliction of civic responsibility in the history of the Republic,” Speth argues.

Carter himself never gave up the fight. When he was 92, he installed 3,852 solar panels on his land in Plains, Georgia, which create enough electricity to power half of the town. It was a powerful reminder, if such a reminder were needed, that when Carter installed the solar panels on the White House in 1979, he had been right about the direction the world was going, even if he had been wrong about the timing. Perhaps the most enduring aspect of Carter’s legacy on energy and the environment is that it forces us to remember that where we are today has been a choice. Carter did his part, both as president and as a citizen. It’s not too late for us to do ours.

Please go here for the original article: https://www.rollingstone.com/politics/politics-features/jimmy-carter-climate-activism-1234683304/

Monday, December 30, 2024

The Root Cause of Trauma and Why You Feel Lost In Life | Dr. Gabor Matรฉ & Jay Shetty

This is such an excellent interview. 

For many years now I have been on a journey of discovery and deep research into what was missing from my first decades into sobriety and attempts to heal childhood trauma. How might my journey have looked different from my experiences in those first many years of so passionately seeking to break the generational cycles of pain and trauma for myself and my children? 

Today I hold many of those answers. And I am consistently gaining more and more significant pieces and insights into what was missing. I also humbly recognize that this is a lifelong process of awakening from our illusions and healing and transforming the generational and cultural wounds that we have absorbed. 

As I have also written and shared many times, IFS (Internal Family Systems) has illuminated so much of what I needed and my family needed but did not receive. There is no blame or shame here  just noticing and gaining the much needed wisdom, compassion, empowerment, and transformative awareness and tools that I have long sought. This is certainly not the only, but among the many resources and practices which have been profoundly helpful for me.

Gabor Matรฉ is also among my many treasured teachers. His knowledge, wisdom, and personal experience illuminates important aspects of what had been missing on my healing journey. Here is reflected yet again more of the evolution that I personally experience as being vital to more deeply and effectively understanding, addressing, healing, and transforming trauma. Without this growth and evolution in addressing trauma and its roots, it is my belief that we will inevitably continue to see the pervasive epidemics in addiction, depression, anxiety, illness, violence, and all of the many faces of unaddressed generational and cultural trauma which plague us today. 

In all of this, there are personal to global implications.

All of this said, I also recognize and affirm that, as Matthew Fox has wisely stated, there are "many wells, one River." Whatever our journey, hopefully our path is leading us into greater and greater compassion and love for ourselves and all beings. And hopefully we are more strongly and consistently connected with our Sacred core and essence. 

I absolutely do believe that we humans possess the capacity for radical change ― and especially given how it is today that I am able to recognize more clearly our true and deepest nature as human beings. We embody the potential individually and collectively to become increasingly conscious and empowered, wise and whole, and compassionate and loving. And this is especially true as we lean into the needed evolution in our thinking, in our responding to pain and trauma, and in our capacity to heal and open our hearts. Humanity will evolve as we are more greatly empowered to embody the wisdom and strength, beauty and peace, compassion and love that is rooted in who we truly are.

Bless us all, no exceptions. 
― Molly


The Root Cause of Trauma and 
Why You Feel Lost

Today, I talk to Dr. Gabor Matรฉ. A celebrated speaker and bestselling author, Dr. Gabor Matรฉ is highly sought after for his expertise on a range of topics, such as addiction, stress, and childhood development. Dr. Matรฉ has written several bestselling books, including the award-winning In the Realm of Hungry Ghosts: Close Encounters with Addiction; When the Body Says No: The Cost of Hidden Stress; and Scattered Minds: The Origins and Healing of Attention Deficit Disorder. He is also the co-author of Hold On to Your Kids: Why Parents Need to Matter More Than Peers. His works have been published internationally in more than thirty languages. Dr. Matรฉ generously shares his deep understanding of childhood trauma, vulnerability, grief, and emotional distress. He explains what real trauma is and how time doesn’t necessarily lead to healing, how vulnerability is ingrained in us since we are young and the importance of these formative years to mold our emotional health, and the societal expectations we always try to meet but have never truly given us real fulfillment. We also exchange thoughts on dealing with grief, how we struggle to identify with the people we look up to, and how childhood experience varies for every child even when they are raised in a similar environment. Trauma is a wound that has not fully healed which can be triggered at any point in our life, so it matters that we are able to find a common ground and stay firm in what can give us healing, emotional stability, and happiness. What We Discuss: 00:00:00 Intro 00:03:12 How do you define trauma? 00:06:32 How is healing defined? 00:08:45 Time itself does not heal emotional wounds 00:11:38 We are all born vulnerable 00:13:55 The inherent expectations we all have 00:20:00 The societal standards we try to live up to 00:25:15 It’s not possible to love kids too much 00:29:35 Grief is essential for life 00:32:19 When the past dominates the present reactions 00:35:16 There is no healthy identification 00:42:11 Why are we set on things staying the same 00:44:38 No two children have the same childhood 00:50:19 The difference between loneliness and being alone 00:53:54 How do you see human nature? 01:02:24 Suffering has to be acknowledged 01:06:27 Getting closure and start moving on 01:10:04 Spirituality becomes commoditized 01:15:56 Dr. Matรฉ on Final Five

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OTQJmkXC2EI

Sunday, December 29, 2024

James Baldwin: The Work of Love

Photo by Molly

The Work of Love

The longer I live, the more deeply I learn that love — whether we call it friendship or family or romance — is the work of mirroring and magnifying each other’s light. Gentle work. Steadfast work. Life-saving work in those moments when life and shame and sorrow occlude our own light from our view, but there is still a clear-eyed loving person to beam it back. In our best moments, we are that person for another.

― James Baldwin

Wednesday, December 25, 2024

A Gift From My Heart To Yours


A collection of poems and writings

offered as a gift from my heart to yours.

May you find something here of beauty,

nourishment, heart, and meaning

for the holiday season and in

the coming New Year.


With love & blessings,

Molly


December 2024

All photos are by Molly

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These are the poems and writings that I gathered
together in poetry booklets to gift this holiday
season to several close friends and family 
members and that I am also moved 
to offer here to anyone who may 
be interested. Blessed be. ๐Ÿ™

1. The World Is  Holy by Terry Tempest Williams:

2. Love Is the Story and the Prayer That Matters Most by Brian Doyle:

3. Planting New Seeds by Thomas Moore:

4. Together by Rosemary Wahtola Trommer:

5. Stand For Something by Rosa Parks:

6. Did I Offer Peace Today? by Henry Nouwen:

7. It's When the Earth Shakes by Chelan Harkin:

8. A Place of Perspective To Hold and Heal Our Broken Hearts by Chris Jordan:

9. Heavy by Mary Oliver:

10. Only If We Understand by Jane Goodall:

11. When Individuals Feel a Sense of Sacred Connectedness by Satish Kumar:

12. To Learn From Animal Being by John O'Donohue:

13. When I Am Among the Trees by Mary Oliver:

14.  A Wonder Beyond Words by Joanna Macy:

15. Intervulnerability Is Our Salvation by Francis Weller: 

16. The Great Mother by Chelan Harkin:

17. The Invitation by Oriah Mountain Dreamer:

18. The Unbroken by Rashani Rรฉa:

19. A Spiritual Journey by Wendell Berry

20. A Partial List of Gratefulnessess by Rosemary Wahtola Trommer:

21. A Life Truly Lived by Marion Woodman:

22. World Peace Prayer by Satish Kumar:

23. The Final Word Is Love by Dorothy Day:

Tuesday, December 24, 2024

Warmest Holiday Greetings From Our Home To Yours

On a recent trip to Victoria with our beloved Shira
Our home Christmas Eve 2024
For the Children, For Peace
Warmest holiday greetings from our home to yours. Wherever you are and whatever your religious or spiritual traditions, I hope this holiday season finds you doing well and nourished and sustained by beauty, close and caring relationships, and kindness and love. 

For Ron and myself and our family, this has been a year rich with many blessings. The biggest has been the newest addition to our family — precious Mateo, who we welcomed to the world in January. Of course, it also continues to be such a joy for Ron and myself to be Grandpa Ron and Grammie to all six of our grandchildren: Brian and Marita's children Oliver (9) and Eleanor (7), Kevin and Arlyne's son Ethan (6), Alli and Kane's children Carsten (8) and Audrey (5), and now Matthew and Rubi's adorable baby Mateo (11 months). We feel so very blessed with the whole of our beautiful growing family. 

Ron and I have also continued to enjoy good health, good friends, and many travels. There have been multiple trips to Victoria to visit Kevin, Arlyne, Ethan, and our Canadian family. And in October we were also able to once again visit our Mexican family in Monclova when we joined Matt, Rubi, and Mateo for a very special experience: Mateo’s baptism. And to top it all off, Rubi’s mom Irma and Ron are now godparents to Mateo. Such an honor, fun celebration, and beautiful experience! 

Together we also returned to Michigan in August for my 55th high school class reunion, to visit with family and friends, and to walk the land of my ancestors. Always a rich experience. In addition, Ron and our 8 year old Shira and I enjoyed a road trip to Wild Places in Oregon and northern California. Beautiful! And we also did our usual camping adventures along the Oregon coast and on Lopez Island in the San Juans. Ron and I find the extraordinary beauty of Nature to be such a treasured antidote to what are often painful and difficult times. We are also aware each and every day of how very much we have to be grateful for. 

That said, I am also moved to acknowledge those near and far who are not blessed as we are. There are so many human beings and non humans who are suffering greatly. Consequently, and because we are all connected by one sacred thread, there is much to recognize, honor, grieve, and hold. And this reminds me again and again to do my best to embrace the deep compassion and wisdom of Francis Weller who reflects: “The task of the mature human is to hold grief in one hand and gratitude in the other and be stretched large by them.” So true. 

Among my ongoing prayers is the hope and vision that we humans will increasingly grow into our greater wholeness and capacity for awareness, courage, generosity, compassion, and love. And as we do, and as we are able, that we will embody and expand our own unique ways of doing whatever our part is in alleviating the suffering within ourselves and in our beautiful hurting world. We truly are all in this together.

Wishing everyone the warmest of blessings this holiday season and through the coming New Year. And, as always, may love be your guiding light. 

* * *

May we be at peace.
May our hearts remain open.
May we know the beauty of
our true nature.
May we be healed.

* * *

With love & blessings,

๐Ÿ’— 

Molly

Our kitty Luna under our Christmas tree
The community altar Ron built in the aftermath of Sandy Hook